another morning drinking coffee, washed the floor just so i can think. recovery has been a long time. my body is getting stronger. i can do many more things during the day. there are still days i sleep all day but they are fewer and fewer.
i keep thinking of taking risks this morning. not jumping off the cliffs with man made wings but things like my thinking.
thinking leads to action. i remember laying in the hospital and thinking how i would heal and how i would start to get my life back. i couldn't get out of bed without the help of a nurse. many just yelled at me to get up. they thought it was all in my head. even if it was that is not they way for someone to get better. the doctors couldn't find anything wrong. all i need was a blood test. it should be standard for anyone. a test for lupus is fast and easy and would have saved years of more pain.
however this morning i am thinking of think of new thoughts.
spring is coming. a garden will be good. i love to cook. i love to grow things.
new thought is more. it takes me to new places for the mind to look into. the mindscape is fruitful. we all have our own private worlds in there.
and that comes to tolerance.
tolerance of each other's views and feelings.
today will be a good day.
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