spring

yesterday it was spring. it came under the time of 'day savings time'. my chives are coming back after a long cold winter. the sky is blue today. the bald eagle flew over head this morning. he in magnetic directions. you could set a sundial by which direction he goes in.
this morning i took the trash down the hill, like every Saturday here.
talking trash with the trash collector is how things go. my dog jumps out and bothers everyone, good girl.
today there was an old chandelier hanging by the recycle area,looked like a used wall-mart fixture. i mentioned it to the man who collects the trash.
"we want this to look like a place we want people to feel good about sending money on taking their trash" said the man.
"oh, a capitalist" i said. now i don't mind capitalism. i am all for making money and business etc, i just don't go for the corruption.
he started on and on about communism and dictators. i didn't want to get into to much with him. i think he might be a limpballs follower by the sound of his speech. now i don't mind communism either. does this man think, limpballs makes 50 mil a year to spread hate and misinformed history? hell no, he just follows and likes being a ditto head.
back in the car, take the dog and buy a new cell. what the hell need one. damn verizon they got me with $100 credit on a new one. happy ring tones.
god bless american and people are people no matter their views. i can't agree and fight with them

like planting a virus in the borg colletive, a single line can change everything.

was that tweetdeck going off or the new ringtone?

spring is here

everyday

everyday life has a surprise. wonderful ones have been happening lately. good things come. life is what i make it.there are times when it is work to turn all the bad thoughts around and make them good. it works and life gets better.

snow is melting

the snow is melting. it happens slow over a few days. the fact that i see things happen slowly means i am slowing down from city life. down state it is always run run run. here it is slower and more peaceful.
there has been fog outside for the last few days. fog is always a sign of good luck to me.
another sign of growth is that i am not feeling guilty because i have an illness. holy cow, i didn't ask for it. no one asks for it and those that do have an illness that wants them to be ill.
it feels good. seeing i am emotionally based this is progress.

just missing a big snow storm

the snow storm is just a few miles east of me. it is snowing but very lite. it is cold.
and so the word cold triggers how 2 people i know won't upgrade to an OS that can get videos. they both can afford it. no it's not free. they sit and wait for someone to wave the magic wand and give it to them.
that is annoying enough.
to top it off one acts like he knows everything about computers. come on honey your still running win.98. he is a rush limpballs fan. the anger of the followers of the cult is very apparent. anger follower anger. now this person, know it all of computers writes emails about how he hates all the new stuff he can't get.
cheap jerk.
to make it short i don't read his mail. delete delete. once i heard about people who keep the tribe from growing and becoming updated and strong. these people say all kinds of nasty untrue negative things about what ever they appear to be jealous of. like rush limpballs. it is the same personality. jealous of new growth and change, can't wait to put anything that is improving down.
these people can't stand to see people leave their reach of control.
no wonder i gave him the dump. what an albatross.
the other thinks if she keeps going on and on about how poor she is she too will get someone to feel sorry for her and send her a new computer. she has already killed computers because she can't work them. she has the money. both these people have the money. no different than the banks and insurance companies that are bleeding the country dry.
good leadership gets rid of these roots of corruption.
god bless america and may she over come these acts of selfishness.

after thought

my family has the right to their own unhappiness. who am i to stand between them and their own self inflected misery?
maybe i will send a say nothing card one buys and send it every few months.
maybe the way to world peace starts at home.

the family or what is left of it

yesterday they went into a panic because they can't get in touch with me. they have the new #. they have called it before. all of a sudden they can only use the old #. one family member lies and said she can't email because i write back nasty notes. she is the one who writes nasty emails so i had to block her, the kind of person who needs people to look bad around her so she can look good.
she wants to sell my aunt's house to get money and build a gated community there. like that will sell.
she needs to look holy.
the point is...these people don't even know me. i live far away and no one communicates.
they all drink very heavy. okay they go to work-some of them still can- they need to look good.
they can't have someone like me around who sees the sickness...years of headshrinkers.
it hurts. it hurts because i reached out and found a swarm of wasps...no pun intended...
there must be someone to grieve the fantasy family.
i would like to say they would just stop but what i think is every now and again they need someone to pick on.

what happened

back in the late 40's-70's many a parent who was educated and well read would bring their children to the psychiatrist. something was right with the kid. the other doctors sent them off to the headshrinker. the child was very smart. know knew back in those days how to call it. so they said as they looked at the well educated and well read parent who had the bucks for treatment, your kid is border line between genus and insanity.
many baby boomers grew up think this.
what happen?